I PASSED!!!!!
I just keep reading that sentence in the letter over and over again, "I am happy to inform you that you passed the examination." I'm still having a hard time believing that it's true. My God! I never have to go through that again! I feel like I have my life back. And I feel like this whole debacle involved practically everyone in my life, so thanks, everyone, for tolerating and humoring me and helping me to hang on to my last shred of sanity. Let the celebrations begin!