New mantra -

"Beaumarchais will never be Moliere
because he prefers his life to his work."

Voltaire.

And I'm ok with that. For most of my life I've been ok with being a B student. I just lost sight of that for a while. But a B is definitely still passing, and I can still be a damn fine statistician with 'B' theoretical skills. I love numbers, but I dig my life too.